[While Mattias looks around avoiding his eye contact for the first part, Oren doesn't move his eyes from him one bit. He stares, focused on the words that fall from his lips. Relating them to his mother.
And so, he looks even more hurt by the time Mattias turns back, and it's shameful enough that he looks down, breaking his gaze.]
It seems that no matter what I do, I manage to shame someone.
[A bitter comment can't help but slip out because he's upset, he's angry, he's hurt. But it's quiet, more relenting, and he continues on without room for much pause.]
It's complicated from my side, as well. You must realize that. [He knows his plans now, so he has to take a different approach in his reasoning.] Perhaps that's what you fear. But I only want those latter words.
[He raises a hand, pressing the non-bandaged palm to one of his eyes.] That's all I want, Mattias.
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Date: 2015-05-11 01:14 am (UTC)And so, he looks even more hurt by the time Mattias turns back, and it's shameful enough that he looks down, breaking his gaze.]
It seems that no matter what I do, I manage to shame someone.
[A bitter comment can't help but slip out because he's upset, he's angry, he's hurt. But it's quiet, more relenting, and he continues on without room for much pause.]
It's complicated from my side, as well. You must realize that. [He knows his plans now, so he has to take a different approach in his reasoning.] Perhaps that's what you fear. But I only want those latter words.
[He raises a hand, pressing the non-bandaged palm to one of his eyes.] That's all I want, Mattias.